My child



when I look at you
I see a part of me
hopefully it’s my good side
because my depression is impossible to hide

I love with from the bottom of my heart
my only child
you bring me joy when I’m down
like no one ever could before

my feelings for you are so strong
but the outside world they
don’t know
there are times I feel so down
I don’t find the strength to carry on

when I can’t take care of you
it makes me mad
why don’t I have to force to
do it right

people talk about me
being a bad dad
and so on

but they don’t know how I feel
how they make me cry
outside as well as inside

 

6 Responses to “My child”

1. fadhila says:

   July 28, 2010 at 4:33 pm

   so sweet.. hopefully my own have also a father…
2. admin says:

   July 29, 2010 at 1:28 pm

   @fadhila : sure they will,.. just pray what you need
3. HALAMAN PUTIH says:

   July 30, 2010 at 2:12 pm

   Haa… ha… lucu, kocak dan menyenangkan ya, seperti anak saya.
4. admin says:

   July 30, 2010 at 3:19 pm

   @HALAMAN PUTIH : betul om,.. mereka obat saya saat sedih,.. tempat berbagi saat saya bahagia, tempat saya mengadu walaupun mereka tik faham..
   maksih sudah berkunjung..
5. Me says:

   August 7, 2010 at 4:54 am

   Malaikat kecilmu lucu-lucu…ku paling seneng kalo liat anak -anak sejelek apapun muka mereka kalo kalo senyum pasti manis
6. admin says:

   August 11, 2010 at 4:33 pm

   @me : betul mir, mereka lucu2,..
   mereka juga yg buat aku tetap semangat. makasih udah berkunjung. kapan ni molai nulis di blog ?